bittersweet

Nothing sweet I do, will be enough
Nothing I say, not how much I love.
Maybe I've changed.
But why should I be sweet?
when that's all im expected of
thats all you want.
I'm not allowed to be less than perfect
not allowed to be human
not allowed to be a speck of what you are.
You tell me to take the bad.
Don't be a pussy.
But I'm not perfect.
Maybe I'm worse than you.
Maybe I'm tired of being sweet.
Because all you do is shrug it off
and find my next biggest flaw.
Tell me why?
I try. God knows I try.
But how?
how do i keep it up?
when I feel its not appreciated.
I love you still.
and I know I always will.


But maybe I can't be sweet anymore.
Bittersweet. Maybe that's all I've become.
I love you still.
I know I always will.
I know this hurts. But can't help but feel
just what i feel